Week 1 - In Review - Day 5

The image is a bit dramatic, but I like it, so there. This morning I went to the gym and, again, there were a lot of Older Friends™ there. I spotted 4 pairs of khaki pants, 2 sweaters (V-Neck, Sleeveless, over buttondowns, what are those called?), 2 pairs of blue jeans, and one pair of blue jean Capri's. Today I was carrying around this JUMBO Coca-Cola™ insulated mug that I carry my water in. The Older Friends™ actually spoke to me, but only to comment on the size of my water jug. One older man said, "If I drank that much water I would be running to the bathroom all the time." I thought, "Running...? ;-)" I just replied that the first few days of drinking a lot of water had me on the 'run' as well.

This week has had its ups and downs, but overall, it was a good start. However, the last few times I've tried to get in shape and be healthy I do okay for the first 2 weeks. After that it gets difficult and monotonous. So, your continued prayers, encouragement, and support have been so helpful, and are needed as I move forward with this challenge.

Confession: I fed my daughter mac and cheese last night. Just her and I, and I WANTED SOME SO BAD! However, I scooped the warm goodness that was left over into a Tupperware™ and didn't even have one bite. I wanted it so bad, though. Then the girls came over last night with a cookie cake for Erica's birthday. I WANTED THAT TOO! But, I didn't have any. I'm confessing temptation here, which is not sin, I know, but it helps me to feel better by sharing it.

I had a good conversation with my mom this week. She is always such a huge encouragement and has modeled beautifully how to struggle forward in regards to weight issues. I am so proud of her, she has been working very hard and is now in great shape! Also, talked to my sister this week and she was very encouraging as well. She recently had her second son and is working towards getting that baby weight off. Go SIS! And thanks to my dad, just because he rocks (even though that man can eat fried chicken fingers everyday if he wants to, and doesn't gain weight... hrmph...).

Pastor Justin has been a huge help along with his great wife, Dr. Brandi (Mommy, MD). When I confessed to the elders on Wednesday that I had been a poor steward and was actively seeking repentance they were gracious. Justin called me later that day and invited me to lunch (on him!) and was very encouraging and helpful. Thanks, Pastor!

Also, I want to say thanks to my old friend James Lane. This dude is stellar and always helps me to remain balanced (theologically) and missional in my thinking. Not only that, but he has been a huge encouragement to me over the past few years in the way he has actively pursued weight loss. James - I'm proud of you, buddy, and very thankful for your friendship.

There are many others of you who have expressed your friendship, love, and support and I cannot thank you enough. Your thoughts, tips, and prayers are invaluable to me. Please keep it all coming.

To my bro's who are committing to struggling forward with me: Pete, Angelo, and Josh... Let's do this, for real.

And last, but certainly not least, to my dear wife Steph. I love you. Thank you for being SO patient with me these last few years. You have supported many attempts to get back into shape, you haven't mocked me, and you have gently reminded me of your desire for me to be healthy. You have loved me increasingly, regardless if I am large or small (and I've been both in our relationship!). I cannot do this without you! (And thanks to Braelyn for sharing your grapes with me!)

Well, I am undecided if I will blog over the weekend. I may, I may not. If you are interested in following this journey then feel free to add this blog to your RSS reader, or subscribe by clicking the 'Follow' button to the right.

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WEIGH IN: 234 lbs
TOTAL LOSS: 4lbs